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Name: Président Benoît
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Knoxville
Birthday: 11/15/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: amy, le foot, dance, classical guitar, amy, psychology, psychiatry, fashion, amy, shopping, loving amy, physics, chemistry, maths, music, amy, etc....
Expertise: Classical guitar, theoretical physics, psychology, dance, making people bleed from the ears, emotional support, realtionship counseling, shopping, fashion advice, sex
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  dctbc
Yahoo:  lumacadelvento
Member Since:
9/20/2005
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| Write TEN statements
intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who; Write the things you've always wanted to tell people.
1 - you are..... amazing. there's no other way to describe it. we've
changed a lot since we first met each other. and while "giddy" may not
be the word of choice these days, there will always be a part of me
that loves and cherishes the time we spent together. true, you have a
lot of growing to do, and a lot of things you need to fix, but never
lose sight of the ones who love you; for your sake.
2 - there's so much to say right now, i'm not really sure how to word
it. we met not long enough ago and have yet to know each other
adaquately. you changed my life, seriously. i may not be your rocket
man, no matter how much you want me to be, but i will always love you.
so just remember, the next time you wake up and find me in your bed,
we'll definitely go shopping.
3 - well, now we come to...... well, geez, we've known each other for
a hell of a long time. and only now have we ever made anything of it.
i may be an enigma, yes, but that doesn't change how much i can feel
and how strongly i can feel it. you've been a beacon of hope for a
wandering heart in need of a good sit-down and cheering up; always
offering the proverbial mug of hot chocolate. your face inspires me,
your voice delights me, and i've never had someone quite like you other
than you in my life. and you still need to call me so we can work out
what the hell is going to go down tuesday.
4 - you rock. you rock like it's nobody's business. that, plus you're
the officer of bulbasaur. i'll never forget some of the times we've
spent together. like three waying and subsequently confusing people.
or going to sleep to hardstyle. or sharing bags of airplane crackers
that seem to consistently be burninated. or just dicking around in
your garage or at my place dsetroying any notion of what music is
supposed to be. gotta love those polyrhythms!
5 - you're my bro, man; what can i say? i'm always here if you need
help, if you need advice. you got my number. don't be afraid to call.
6 - i've known you the least out of anyone on this list. up until that
first dinner, i had no idea who the hell you were and where the hell
you were from. but now......... jeez man, it's insane. you rock my
world, from head to toe. you inspire me to reach, to create, and to
acheive. you got it man; you got it all.
7 - you are the craziest person i've ever had the pleasure of making love to. skipping lunch to go eat at krystal when i was allegedly giving
you extra instruction in ballet? that's a good time. sure, you're a
little off, but it offsets how powerul you are. it allows you a shred
of humanity, which is a welcome thing. especially with you're
goddess-like figure and angelic visage. and black-dyed, naturally
black hair, you nut. oh, i love you like you would not believe. but
that's just how you are.
8 - you are rawesome. you have this amazingly positive air about you.
i can go to you with problems and you can sort them out just right,
even if you don't believe you can. don't let the butterflies get you;
i love you.
9 - you are beautiful. there's no other way to say it. but you're
leaving us; soon. and i won't even be able to say goodbye. so here it
is: i've known you for awhile, and i've always admired your skill,
your fashion, your propensity towards odd quirks that completely define
you, and the fact that you can be so open and loving to anything new.
puh, darling. have a good time.
10 - i didn't really get to know you very well. i did love you, and i
loved you as much as one can expect. but you had to go. and that was
a long time ago, yes, but i still miss you sometimes. and your
daughter misses you. and your son. and i miss you. and peter misses
you. we all loved you. but this is just one of those things that
happens.
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| the following words are on a poster titled "mental touchstones" that hangs in the hallway outside my room. they were first put to paper in 1990, and i read them all the way through for the first time today. i decided to put them up here, also, because they resonate so deeply with my beliefs that i feel a good way to learn some about me is to read these.
unconsidered beliefs are fossils of experiences that were once alive. the beliefs that we consciously choose are touchstones for living; and we are always choosing.
most of don't have a lot to change. we have a lot to get over.
when i see red, i can't see blue. how many other things can't i see, because of what i see?
if you get angry a lot, you probably hurt a lot. try crying next time.
you can't say yes, until you can say no.
source of frustration: we see ourselves through the eyes of our intentions. they see us according to our actions.
when you say you will or won't do something, do you notice parts of you that never seem to get the message?
when we understand that we are always choosing, maybe we will.
getting old is a drag, unless you learned how to get young first.
i've concluded that i'm not going to get better automatically. the only thing i can do automatically is become more automatic.
mastery: learning how to manage what you are given, and how to be managed by it.
if you have to force it, something's wrong.
the overarching issue of the day: what will life make me admit today?
we forget who we are, but we are not forgotten.
the greatest purpose in life is a purpose that will outlast it.
few of us escape being victimized by life, because we have never chosen not to be.
our results are, in fact, our true intentions.
success is when we are finally true to ourselves.
you can't take someone where you haven't been yourself. and there are no shortcuts.
we don't have time to learn to communicate. we are communicating all the time. the question is how to communicate what really matters.
if i don't understand your reality, you're sure not to understand mine.
all significant communication begins and ends with telling the truth.
the truth you need to be the most concerned about is the one you're living.
the moment you get it is followed by a moment when you don't. and then the work begins again.
life begins not at birth, but with the onslaught of awareness.
love is the way in, the way out, and the way through.
remember, it's a process; and you are part of it.
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| right, so i just got home from missouri. i'm going to north carolina at 4am. bleagh.
on a lighter note, i am completely and totally in love.
-george nutta, 10
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| well, it's been awhile since i was here. things have been happening. amy and i are having "away time", whatever that means. i'm so confused; all i can think to do is not think about it. so i'm not going to. i'm going to go do things that need to be done. like.... important stuff. i suppose.
laterz
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